It's GETTIN' KINDA HECTIC!
That song was funny, even though all I remeber was the chorus. Bad Religion is kinda funny. I woke up this morning at like, 6:30 even. I kinda opened my eyes, and amist the stuff, my alarm clock came on. I turned it on today. Soul Coughing with their song Circles. The first 4 choards of a bass violin surged through my heart like 20000 volts. I jumped out've bed like someone was attacking me with a fish and smacked my alarm clock. I thought I turned it off, 5 warm minutes later I jumped as it rang loud at the maximum sound setting of 30. Christ it was funny. So I jumped in the ever-cold shower and washed up real fast. I jumped into my clothes and was ready ON TIME! Woo! School was a goddamn drag. I'm staying out've my 3rd period drivers edu. course but Kiri is in it so I may show up tomarrow. I'm dropping it since uh, I don't have a permit or anything. So yeah, I have -NO- idea what I would take instead. Next friday I have a fucking appointment. Isn't that fucking loony toons? A week from tomarrow I have to go drop a class I shouldn't even have. Schools are so fucked. I've been seeing annie alot now. I kind've guess it's a way to cope with my parents thing. I don't want to be near my mom right now. I need my distance from her and annie is the answer. Her family is very cool about me. Her father realizes what I'm going through and it's good. I need to be with annie right now, she's really keeping me going. Oh well, I'm going to the mall tomarrow, hopefully. Annie is suppposed to go see some friends or something and she wants me to come. Or some such information. I guess I'll uh, peace out? Yeah sure, peace out.
OBEY THE GIANT.
-Jp (If you know what OBEY THE GIANT means, you get +9999 points.)
jon-paul - 11:50 PM
1.08.2003
I realize many of you may have little or no conception of what I posted earlier this morning. This is because it was completely incoherent. Last night I was up untill 4 in the morning doing absolutely nothing. Like, just talking to Alex online, listening to music, and visiting with the fine member created chatrooms of America Online. I was bonding with the public which spawned my love for the internet. They couldn't understand a thing I was saying. Going from an IRC room full of gamers to a chat aptly named "gothic" wasen't as easy as I foresaw. I usally take to those kind've people, and save a few girls who thought I was hot as hell I didn't care for any of them. Actually, I tolerated the ones who prised me as hot. Aside from that, bollux. Anyways, I got a shower and everything. I was ready to get a 3 hour nap and jump into my clothes, do my hair, and get out the door for school.Little did I know I'd have one of my semi-concious debates with my mother and wake up at 11:00. I'm not sure who is and isn't aware, but, I sometimes won't wake up. It's wierd, I mean, I won't wake up atleast, my mind won't. Appearently I have giant mumbeled debates with my mom about why I'm not going to school. I have no idea WHAT ELSE I say. I don't know anymore. I wanted to go to school today. I really did. I thought I could handle it but obviously I am of fucktard standards. I don't do many things right and the things I do, end up pretty bad. I think the only thing I can do right is love, and that namely applies to annie. This saturday I'm going to have lunch with my father. He's still my dad. I haven't spoken to him in like, a month. I don't think my mom wants me to talk to him. Or see him. Plus, she thinks I want something from him. I'm going to talk to him about important stuff, that's it. I like him more than my goddamned mother. She's such an ass lately. I don't know why she has such a problem with everything I do. She's very, "That's the way life is, fucker!" lately. Oh well, I'm done with that. I'mma go to bed, tomarrow I'm wearing red bondage pants, devon's anticrombie shirt, and a longsleeve shirt. It'll work I'm sure... Alright, I'mma peace out, get some sleep. Hopefully I'll wake up tomarrow; since I'm seeing Annie.
You know what, I'mma change my "me" section... just a little.
jon-paul - 11:59 PM
This is an early post. Why? No, I didn't hijack a school computer. I was up untill like, 4:00am rambling in AOL chat rooms and talking to alex and just listening to music. Woops. Now I'm going to take a cab to the mall, like hotness. God, this will not go down well, mom is going to KILL me...
jon-paul - 1:07 PM
1.07.2003
Sorry for lack of late content. The vacation kind've fucked things up. I don't really mind having this and not keeping it updated however it's in the back of my mind. Give me a while and I'll be back to daily updates in no time.
Fuck, I have -SO MANY- goddamned CD's now. It's balancing on redicilious. I got like, 12 new CD's while I was in chicago. That's $240 in cd's, if not more or less. Around there though. Atleast I -think- I got 11. Then all my new jewlery cost me bucu ammounts too. Then I made $250 of phone calls to Annie. If not slightly more. She said I could though, her own fault. So like, yeah. Fucking drouves of money poured into stuff I wanted but now I want diffrent things. Like oh say, PANTS!? Yeah, I know. I do though. Like, 2 more pair and I'd be happy. I could have some variety. Or like, 2 or 3 new tshirts would be nice. My mom claims she's out've money. We're about to fall on hard times because she fucking left my dad. I'm goanna go out to lunch with him, or, I'll ask him to and he'll say yes. I'll probibly invite annie so he can meet her. Maybe I'll just hang with him and have some shopping or something. Maybe just hang. I dun wanna manipulate my dad or anything. I do want to hang with him though. I'll call him tomarrow afternoon. I was going to call him today but no dice. As in, I didn't feel like it. It's 10:30 already and I don't play that. Hm... what else... Uh -- Alright. I'll start with today and end with later. Like, the time shift, plus talking to alex, gave me what was really about 4 hours sleep. I woke up at 7:06, tossed my old clothes on, and did my hair like a fagmao. Whatever that is. So yeah, 7:15 we're out the door and already late, my mother screaming a bunch of empty threats. I got 4 hours of sleep and no shower, plus I looked like hell. I wasen't in a mood for that kind've thing. So I kept quiet! Yeah, I didn't have a backpack or anything. I dun wanna bring one anymore. It's a waste of... ect... So yeah, I endured the day without backpack. Or clothes. No wait, I had clothes. No backpack. Kiri wasen't in my goddamned Spanish 1 class. Now I have no punks, rockers, goths, or anyone of mention in any of my goddamned classes. Unless Kiri was just absent or something. Then I'm over-reacting? I dunno. So yeah, now my hair is green and people tell me which color they liked best. You know, when I hear that I'm like, "That's great, why don't you dye YOUR hair that color" except I say it in my mind...
Yeah, that trickeled by. Packet 10 of 13 is finished thursday. I go in, take a test, pass with a C(I always do) and move on. Nightschool is almost defeated, I don't know to what end however. Anyways, yeah. Just an assload of movies today. Two to be exact. I fell asleep during one. I don't know what a Palau is but I know I wrote a 2 paragraph summary on one. I guess well. No, I mean, I am a good guesser. So yep, that's that nightschool shit. Then I went to annies.
I missed annie. I forgot how MUCH I missed annie. Like, how much? Infinity times pi. That's what I'm saying anyways. Yeah, but LOTS missing. We went on a walk and did things in a amazingly public area we shouldn't have. Then did some things in a subway, we shouldn't have. Overall there was alot of, "Holy shit I missed you" interaction going on. I'm not sure how much of it was okay with the others. Lets just say we both has as much fun as possible. I missed everything about her. Note to all of you: body fluids turn into white crust stains. For all sex's. REMEBER THIS. Anyways. We got subway. They have themselves some good shitteh. I got turkey and ham, then yep...Uh... yeah. We didn't have much time together. Except it was a few hours, but it never SEEMS like alot of time. You know? Yes, but I do love her. LOEV> HAER! Sorry, I got excited. I know all of you are DIEING to see her. I didn't want to let any of you, but I will in due time. There's 1 picture of us together he mom snapped so she could send it to realitives or something. Alright, that's all, watching crazy japaneese flash from alex. I'll see you all TOMARROW.
jon-paul - 11:04 PM